February 26, 2005
On Being Fat
So if inactive I often eat when bored...which is bad when inactive.
Anywho, am pretty fat right now.
I used to be about 190 pounds with around 10% body fat. Am now like 230 or so.
Fucking gross.
Anyhow, many of my pants don't fit but I did not want to buy more clothes because I felt that made it easier to get fatter. And that of course led to not having many clothes that fit. And thus it was easier to be anti social.
Going to NYC for a conference tomorrow.
Went to buy clothes at the near end of winter. Was wearing shorts. Bought a bunch of pants. Now I have a bunch of pants and winter is almost over. And I am fat.
The logical reason for this post is to tell myself that it is not always logical to do the most logical thing or that sometimes my logic is flawed. But will I listen to myself? Who knows. If I were you I probably wouldn't listen to me
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Posted at February 26, 2005 6:53 PMOK, I Went searching for all the marlboro sites to get a good deal on cigarettes and get a catolog. Here in CT it costs 5.50 a pack and s going up another 1.50, thanks to our government. The very government that allowed us to become the addicted people we are. They should have never allowes cigs to come on the market. Anywho.... So when I was looking for the catolog, you know the catolog where you save miles from the millions of packs and than send them in to get items that advertise Marlboro. Well I am so turned off right now, and that is why I am writing. Did anyone fucking actually go to there website. They are so coniving. Its not like we dont know it will kill us. I decided out of boredom to read on there site the ingredients of what is in cigarettes..... do you know that they have the audacity to say that 90% is tobacco, than they very swiftly change subjects and say that if you want to read whatever other ingredients are in cigarettes you need to go to the FDA website. They wont eve admit the shit they put in the cigarettes. I will tell you this. The coniving way aobut how the company runs is enough to make me want to quit, or stop buying there brand.
